krystal:)

things aint going the way i wanted. i had no sch today. was home all alone. baby was at work, when he knows that he mistaken his driving lessons date that he should have it yest instead today. he went home we barely even talk bout anything. just he told me he is really tired and need to head to bed then ask me to plan tml's movie. THANK YOU REALLY THANK YOU A LOT. you make me wait the whole day for you to come back and chat and best even before i could even start to say goodbye there you are.. GONE. and end with " tml we go watch movie, you go plan k" -_-!

my life wasnt like that. i dun like such things. making me wait then not even half an hour .... gone. THANK YOU . i was being disappointed this afternoon for no reason now i finally knew a reason. i am angry with rupert tan. YES. TILL NOW. but not gonna be tml. i shall forget it. cause i realise sometimes i am being not concern to him not putting myself into his shoes.. well i know he treats me well but he will get tired someday i guess.KRYSTAL SHUT UP !!!!

maybe being with you for the past 4 days continously. suddenly like you cant accompany me and stuffs make me feel very irritated. WHO TO BLAME. blame it on MY FEMALE HORMONES. they make me feel that way.

things are going to change i guess. when we're all busy with our stuffs. i am going to wash my hands off all these nonsensical craps. i am tired already. i guess my baby is also sick of my sacastic words to him. i shall stop it. now i dun wan to let myself be upset or watever its not worth it. i still love my baby. but things aint working in my way. and I AM FUCKING DEMANDING - i dunno why...

I AM FUCKING EMOISH TODAY SHOO AWAY. I AM NOT LIKE THAT FOR GOD SAKE.

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thanks serene! for talking to me. ive shared things with you and you advise me! i am seriously grateful. perhaps these are challenges that you will face in a r/s :) i feel better now. SO MUCH BETTER :)
to rupert tan. you must be feeling i very dots rite. LOL. hahaha i am okay already. hahahah I AM BACK TO USUAL ME.
i needed somewhere to vent just now. but now i am back to myself. baby tan tml i am meeting you for movies:) and if you're tired yupp ... you'll need plenty of rest :)

i need somewhere to rant. which is here.