krystal:)

sometimes i actually wonder what am i thinking. why am soo stubborn and want to go in my own ways knowing that in my mind its a complete blank. wanna start working on things but i am lazy to. telling ppl i will work hard telling ppl that i will score.. but i have no aim nor goals. sam once said. getting a person who is better than u and compete with him. but i am inferior of doing it. i am afraid of setbacks and failures. I have tried once and i am afriad of it. sobbing in the room leads to no solutions. i dunno what i really want this time round. i am soo alone this time round.